Epilogue

Posted in Poetry on February 7, 2010 by calebkrause

Her tears carved cracks in my smile-

That branched with a disfiguring certainty

Between sharp elations and the

Impassionate clink of cheap plastic.

A receded laughter disseminates in a cherry stitch

Spitting through insipid pin stripes and numb twenties

That tip for hourglasses with salty grains and tight patchworks.

As she places portions of her own stone

By golden cuffs and crystal graveyards,

I will wither from my teeth

Suspended from her dying skin

Until I fall-

Like she will from me.

The Baptist

Posted in Poetry on January 31, 2010 by calebkrause

The word ‘abandoned’ spilled from her receding tongue

Circumnavigating a 2 a.m. shell of acrid halos

As it teased the curiosity of an Atlantic tide.

From plastic cubes we watched nature deform itself.

I pressed my cheek against the splinters in my sleeves

And stole the scent of her thoughts soaked in brandy and nicotine.

Opaque syllables watched salt gather to the brink of my lips

Until the word seeped from the lesions in our throats.

Carnival

Posted in Poetry on January 12, 2010 by calebkrause

A city of colors

Carries perfumes

Sweet and salty

Red and white

Columns leading cuddled

Hands of blue and caressing

Fluorescent concertos of

Merchants, music, and mirth

Like the smudge of

Yellow baskets which

Rotate as casual comets

Just above delicately

Threaded fingers

Curving into tips of

Painted lips parted and

Pressed in brief to me.

Zoo

Posted in Poetry on January 12, 2010 by calebkrause

Here, points of light

Travel on strings

Of blue and green like

Cameras in cities through

And past the smell of Sunday

Here, dirt filled blocks

Tied to red ropes

Mutate to the

Reverberation of silver

Piano hammers and other

Jovial vibrations

Here, the corona

Shifts with pointed

Pressures to distances

Dictated by iron cuffs

Pulling against my skin

The Subtle Story

Posted in Poetry on September 7, 2009 by calebkrause

The Subtle Story

By Caleb Krause

 

I.

A soft sun sits nestled

Between floating vapors of

Unearthly puffs of hills and

Cumulus cliffs in lands not too

Distant of the imagination

 

Slow sweeps of wind

Carried like whispers on waves

Across the lips of a lake

Rush to shore to touch the

Dancing cat tails and shake

The chattering trees

 

Spotted with shadows of

Kissing leaves that sway

With summer dreams

Undisturbed and sleeping

A little girl stretches against

The hind legs of a golden

Coated dog whose name is

Dawn

 

 

II.

Dim skies sink the sun

As shadowed clouds hide and

Seek spotted wisps of starlight

As silent as the shaded specters

Stalking the sleeping girl and

Her golden dog

 

A sinister step through bushes

Brings bodies like humans

With sunken eyes and

Mischievous smiles spitting

Sparks and fire like

Conflagrated laughter

 

Their bodies and hands

Shift and wave like the

Air of a fervid heat

As they dance to the screams

Of the little girl and the

Rising rage of Dawn

 

Feeble and fearful the

Girl covers her tears in the

Curves of her sleeves as Dawn

Splits and slashes the

Fiends until the night

Resigns in fire

 

At the absence of

Sign and sound

The little girl

Lifts her head to

Ceaseless winds and

Ashen skies missing

Both the sun and Dawn

 

III.

Hopeless hands brush

Hair and tears from

A face too new to

Find paths in solitude and

Instead pleas for Dawn

To come home

 

Through blurry vision

Her company comes in the

Manner of a ragged doll

With buttons like eyes and

A sewed on smile that can

Never be wept away

 

The girl giggles as

The doll twirls on one leg

And presents its arms

In a silent ta-dah

Seamed in off colored

Stitches to its simple body

 

She brings the doll in her arms

With the best intent of

Forever being friends and

Together they step into a

Thicket of woods in search of

Dawn

 

IV.

Naked trees with dry

Dreary skin smell of

Burnt autumn as they

Cut and coil a ghostly air

 

Her footsteps leave fractured

Leaves in her wake

As her doll skips

Over sticks

To be by her side

 

In a twist of roots

Like serpents at sea

A black hooded mouse

Taps a rock on a tree and

Checks for change in a static sky

 

Taps and Checks

Taps and Checks

 

 

V.

What are you doing little mouse?

I am doing the work of a rainmaker.

So you tap a rock on a tree?

By tapping a rock on this tree I bring the rain.

Doesn’t the rain come as it pleases?

The rain comes through the work of a rainmaker.

How do you know tapping a rock on a tree will bring the rain?

Because I know that it has happened before.

Does it happen all the time?

It happens when I tap a rock on this tree.

How many taps does it take?

Sometimes forty, sometimes one-hundred and forty.

Does your effort ever fail?

It always rains through the work of the rainmaker.

Have you seen my Dawn while tapping your tree?

I have seen the dawn while tapping this tree.

In what direction did my Dawn go?

Dawn leaves from the East and wanders to the West.

Then I too will travel to the West, thank you mouse.

 

As the girl and her doll

Leave for the West

The hooded mouse

Taps the tree and

Rejoices in rain

 

VI.

A set scene of forest pillars

Like rigid earthly soldiers

Draws the little girl’s face to

Curve the cut of her lips

And pull the tilt of her attention

To the toll of her steps

 

Now tucked tight into

The hinge of her hug

Her doll puts a hand

To its smiling stitch and

With an arc of its arm

Blows her a kiss

 

Confidant with

Care and company

The little girl’s

Thought is caught by

A blanket of fog cutting

A clammy walk of bricks

 

A solitary street lamp

Sallow in color

Scatters sparkles off a

Reflective curb on a

Popper’s boulevard

Cold and cloaked with night

 

Her cautious steps echo with

Seclusion as she calls into

The cracks of the street

For an essence of kindness

 

VII.

Cut and coated in angular shadows

An ally forks to the left of the little girl’s steps

 

It extends its reach into houseless depths

Littered with willowed heads and weeping grins

 

Carefully toeing past couples cuddled and coughing

She locates a corner by a decaying barrel of cradled fire

 

Two young soot stained faces sit cautiously in her camp

Brother and sister clothed in coarse cloths alike in chin and cheeks

 

The dark eyed brother tempts a silence of time to share a toy

A small plastic copy of a golden dog on a chipped grassy base

 

Collective tears sketch rivers past a quivering lip

The little girl cups the toy as it recalls her longing for Dawn

 

Engulfed by fret and fear a collapse of conscious dictates her actions

Plastic edges cut and bleed with heartbeats echoing the pulse of her dashing footsteps

 

VIII.

Her breathless pace

Reveals a ragged road

Lined with the remains of

An autumn crop

 

Tarnished beams of

A cloudy sun

Brush tips of sulking stalks

Confined by fenceless posts

 

A limp doll flops in stride

Nestled in her right arm and

A plastic burden of guilt

Tight in her palm

 

Too ashamed to keep but

Too lonely to let go

The little girl weeps

Her valediction to dusk

 

 

IX.

With wings infolded

On the peak of a cross

Watching with wisdom

Rests an albino crow

And beneath his caw

Is a weak witted friend

With humanlike holes

In a burlap head

On a body of straw

 

The albino crow bestows

A friendly hello

Through a half broken beak

To the sulking little girl

Who returns with a curtsy

As her doll waves

A how do you do

To the scarecrow’s delight

 

X.

Says the albino crow:

 

Lessons fall through the thoughts of dreams

Perplexing songs of dripping starlight

A nursery door, a vine twist key

A click of the lock, and a troubled mind

A rocking chair cradles baby and mother

Every step is a labor to strain

An innate desire to look at the other

When hand touches face she turns away

To reveal herself through echoing glass

A mother nursing a child of stone

In a chamber of dust and graying mass

Of empty eyes and skinless bones

This callous sentence of death’s reflection

In waking life is a shifting perception

 

 

XI.

The scarecrow’s bliss sinks to sorrow

As truth shatters into shards of

Seed, root, and stalk

Cross, crow, and girl

Sun, sky, and earthly

Fields of fair locks

Ignored and feral

Floating with sharp

Humming hymns

Sketched in a eerie

Chalky glow

Swallowed by the girl’s touch

Such that the skin

Took the likeness of

The world rendered in

A cyclic pursuit

To mimic the brush of

A solitary notion

Simple in meaning but too

Subtle to hold

 

XII.

A shift of scene rolls into

Grassy hills like

Green swells spotted

With wading trees

 

Rainbow flowers float to

Random patterns

Subject of the

Altering personas

Of a passing breeze

 

A single pilgrim

In the shape of a

Faceless specter

Paces a path shared

By the girl and her doll

 

Vowed to silence

The pilgrim signs

A symbol of peace

And prays the girl

To share her story

 

XIII.

Hills bring

Delicate cliffs like

Weathered ages

At the peak of a

Worldly wisdom

 

Guided by a hallow hand

Formed by robe but

Evanescent in skin

The little girl arrives

To a Victorian manor

On the rim of the earth

 

The ghostly pilgrim

Departs with blessing

Leaving girl, doll, and toy

Before an oak door

Guarded by passive pillars

 

A soft knock

A solid click and

A heavy creak

Bares a butler in a

Trim suit beneath a

Face and figure of

Polished bones

 

XIV.

The butler motions

A welcoming hand

To a festive ballroom

Dancing with the

Bleached bones of

Delicate diners decorated

In ritzy tuxedos and

Bulbous dresses that

Bloomed with ribbons

As if they were colored

To conceal their vacant hosts

 

Frighten by the undying smiles

Of lipless teeth and the

Clattering clapping of boney hands

The little girl recedes from the

Butler’s request and

Retreats to the green vitality

Of the Victorian lawn

 

The house door shuts

Before a hush of wind

Calmly pushing blades

Of grassy waves

To the edge of the earth

And never back again

 

 

XV.

Without a path

Left to stray

The little girl

Sadly accepts

The loss of her Dawn

And with her doll

Sits a small stolen toy

Beneath a single tree

Whose roots fall bare

In the cliff of the earth and

Whose leaves are shade

To another child

Playing a party for tea

With gold for hair and

The sun for a smile

She offers her name as

Eve

 

 

THE END